An Essay on Personal Ambition, Choice of Subject
and Financial Need
Completing class 12
remains a mystery for both success and failure. Some succeed while some do not
due to unavoidable drawbacks such as lack of financial assistance, breakage of family
ties and poor family livelihood among many others. The pressure that anchors from
those impeding circumstances despite the student’s academic potential results in
the down fall of their academic performance.
Life shows a ray of
hope and also throws us to the different corners of various complexities. Back
in my schooling days, nursing was my passion. I believed that through my dream,
I can be a helping hand in future and earning my living alongside nursing. This
dream gave me a little spark in the darkest days and remained as the driving
force besides the unbearable pressure that passed over me. Moreover, I am
looked after by my relatives in order to continue my studies. However, it
proved that meeting the financial need was a great issue.
The sense of utter
negligence deeply rooted my heart since 2017, when I was enrolled at Lumang PrimarySchool to continue my study from class 3. From that day, I was looked after by
others till now and parents were out of my sight. Later on, I found that they
live separately. My elder sister was also looked by others while my younger
brother was with mother. Through this situation, life became more challenging
and complicated pressurizing every single step I take forward. Like the little
candle that survived the strong breeze, I managed to neglect those drawbacks
and survived with the head full of unpleasant and the relentless bitter reality
of the innocent life of mine. But, the hope of my dream to become somebody
in the future was still alive in me.
However, the passion
and the dreams of haunted heart got shattered when the unbearable chapters
revealed when I was studying in 12th grade in 2020. It was the time
when my father leaved mother and started his new life with his third wife. During
the time, I could feel the heavy force of hammer hit on my head, so cruel that
it could chase me away from my dream. The little strength of positivity in my
second mind could keep the life dream still alive to reach my destination. Only
to aggravate the situation, shortly after the event, my mother passed away leaving
three of us behind helpless shattering my dream in life completely.
Later, amid all these
engraving ups and downs finally, I could realize that I was wrong and could not
stare at myself parted from the dream towards nursing. Now, without any other
option, should my dream get alive again, there must be a financial support
which is nearly impossible.
As time passed by, luckily,
I found some hope in Loden Foundation and the refuge that I take in it shall
not prove me wrong. With much expectations and hope hereby, I pledge that I
will prove my faith in this great Foundation to realize my lifelong dream. Also,
through which I shall strive to lend my helping hands to the people keeping a
clear mind to serve this heavenly nation under TSA-WA-SUM.
~Rd
